shuqin

January 1, 2012

Great life

1st of January and this is no ordinary new year…..It’s 2012 !

Last year was a blast and this year too is gonna be great !!!
So.lets do a little briefing bout last year..
First,starting with a big half year break ..vegetated at home and done a lot of thinking before going for BC’s placement test then intensive english course and that..was the most awesome experience ever !Besides that,started guitar lessons at Yamaha musc centre.Joyful lessos thanks to the kids n mr. Goh.Gonna return soon.. wait up :] Going back to school for lower six was both an emotional and physical thing.. From starting a new life and routine till taking on new responsibility ,making new friends , worked for studies knowledge and skills,enjoying playing badmiton carrying experiments rushing for tuitions till finally travelling to China , preparing and get involved in camp and most of all found something special in life before wrapping up everything with love from friend friends and family on 31th December.Thanks guys !

We accompolish tasks in life.And sometimes the results don’t looked good or good enough…Was flashing back and thinking bout the rough pasts…None of it makes me feel good and I’m full of regrets…Parents and teachers have been working hard educating .I should’ve done better with discipline and hard work.Now, I learnt my lesson ,grew up and still growing .That’s a relief and I really appreciate all the support and love given to encourage me to keep moving on.

So… from nw on ,always think POSITIVE ! 😀

Keep looking forward is the motto while Fearless is the key.cause..

dreams Do come true :]

January 1, 2012

Charity

Went to buy some note pads, examination paper and a general paper reference book at campap today.I spent almost half an hour to decide which type of examination papers and note pads should i buy as i counted and counted again and again to make sure that I make the right choice.
However, in the end, I still found myself a lousy consumer .I paid for RM 69 for 11 items.But, the point is that when I see what I had bought , they remind me of some movies and news that I saw and watched.They remind me of those kids and teenagers who owned just a set of clothing and maybe if they’re lucky a pair of worn out shoes.Most of them even do not get to have the proper education or studying tools while others are abused .
I wish that I am able to lend them a hand.I wish I am able to give them a chance to be educated .Give them the basic needs of living so that they have the chance to survive and grow and be tough and also be stronger to face the sun and air.
I hope I can at least give them a second chance to live for themselve.
I want to be a part of a charity for children when I grow up.

May 10, 2011

september : Daughtry

How the time passed away, all the trouble that we gave
And all those days we spent out by the lake
Has it all gone to waste? All the promises we made
One by one they vanish just the same

Of all the things I still remember
Summer’s never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we’d still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could’ve been
It was worth it in the end

Now it all seems so clear, there’s nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer’s moving on
We reach for something that’s already gone, yeah

Of all the things I still remember
Summer’s never looked the same
[The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we’d still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could’ve been
It was worth it in the end

We knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when and we never knew how
We would end up here the way we are
Yeah, we knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when and we never knew how

Of all the things I still remember
Summer’s never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we’d still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could’ve been
It was worth it in the end

sadly

April 5, 2011

towards 18-teen

Today is the first of March already ! I literally lost track of time. This don’t always happen but in aome of the mornings when i woke up,I wasn’t able to tell exactly what date was it. This is part of the rusting ,which rusting , refers to staying at home idle .
Still , i’m convinced that i’m not living an empty life. I practised . Stroking the strings of my guitar is really enjoying as like always ,the light clear sound they make are fascinating.
Besides,tomorrow is going to be a meaningful day for me . For the first time,I’m going to travel by ferry by myself across the sea to the opposite to Penang Island and feel it in my guts the rush of catching up a bus heading home . But,of all the above thrilling facts which are waiting for me to experience , the most important of all – attending British Council’s english language course.
This is Big . Not only I have to start making myself comfortable of using english in and out of classes , learning how to communicate with others and to take responsibility of my duties and safety are the challenges I’m glad I got a chance to face and master.

Marching towards the month of July , I pray that these last five months of my 17th year will give me enough support and foundation in order for me to step out for my 18-teen . Peace .

March 2, 2011

dr. dad

“If it’s because of money ,why not consider studying other courses ?”

Always like listening and knowing more about my dad . Every single chapter in his life is remarkable for me. I have to say , that I have the greatest dad of all !! :] Dad,he is a wonderful man.He teaches me a lot of stuff since I was little.And after looking back at myself , felt sorry and I apologize on behalf of my bad behaviours .Negleting my studies and being rough to deal with was not what my dad taught me ,and only now I realized how much pain had my parents suffered.

Dad is like Lucy’s magical vial in The Chronicles of Narnia.Healing wounds and reminding me to always keep looking forward.Choosing to be involved in health sciences and choosing form 6 as my pre-u foundation are all because of what we believe. Hard works will pay off well.

Helping others.

Dad’s point of view keeps echoing in my skull. Wondering around on the internet late at night , I wonder what time will I fall asleep tonight…

family

February 27, 2011